Wednesday, January 31, 2007
So fast tml is Feb already!!~~~ My RMIT lectures are ending tml. After tml all the lessons will be hold by local lecturers. . . Aiyoh, one month pass so quickly. My tests are coming up soon. . .
After my ah ma's wake last week, i cant seem to get enough of mahjong. . . Mahjong is a very intellectual game okay. . . hahahaha~ All my cousins & relatives are one of a kind. . . It has been a long time since i get to chat with most of them. Suddenly realised that all of them have grown up, i still thought they are in primary or lower sec, when they are already in upper secondary. . .
When asked about my age, i told them humbly that i am only 18. . . *laugh out loud* Tried to smoke it through but my plan failed. Kids nowadays have great memory, they say yrs ago, they remembered i told them that i am 18 during a CNY visit, so i reluctantly revealed my age to them. . . hahhahaha
Will post up the photos when i am home. . .
After my ah ma's wake last week, i cant seem to get enough of mahjong. . . Mahjong is a very intellectual game okay. . . hahahaha~ All my cousins & relatives are one of a kind. . . It has been a long time since i get to chat with most of them. Suddenly realised that all of them have grown up, i still thought they are in primary or lower sec, when they are already in upper secondary. . .
When asked about my age, i told them humbly that i am only 18. . . *laugh out loud* Tried to smoke it through but my plan failed. Kids nowadays have great memory, they say yrs ago, they remembered i told them that i am 18 during a CNY visit, so i reluctantly revealed my age to them. . . hahhahaha
Will post up the photos when i am home. . .
what we could have been, 4:57 PM.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
what we could have been, 12:19 AM.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
My grandma passed away this morning. . .
I received my sister's sms when i was in lecture this morning. I was slightly taken aback at first, coz it happened too suddenly. When i read again, i cried. No mood to continue with the lesson anymore.
I remembered i went to visit her before Christmas, she asked me to go home early even though it was only 6plus in the evening. I was barely there for 5 mins. When i asked her how is she feeling, she say she wasnt feeling very well. . . Ya, she looked so skinny and so much weaker than the last time i dropped by her place, somewhere in October. The sight of her lying in her bed and seemed to be in pain, makes my heart ached. During our conversation, she spoke to me in Hokkien and i replied in mandarin, i dunno if she understood wad i was talking abt, but for me, i dun really understand all of the stuff she was saying to me. i can only catch certain points. . . And, that was the last time i saw her. . .
On my way to her place this afternoon, sadness overcome all of the other emotions & my tiredness. . I just couldnt stop the tears from filling my eyes, and i dun like this kind of feeling-the heartache of losing someone you loved. I cant wait for Lucas to be back tml night, at least there is someone i can hold on to and cry my heart out.
I feel so tired now. . . Jus came back from the wake, i guess i need some rest before a long day begin tml.
I received my sister's sms when i was in lecture this morning. I was slightly taken aback at first, coz it happened too suddenly. When i read again, i cried. No mood to continue with the lesson anymore.
I remembered i went to visit her before Christmas, she asked me to go home early even though it was only 6plus in the evening. I was barely there for 5 mins. When i asked her how is she feeling, she say she wasnt feeling very well. . . Ya, she looked so skinny and so much weaker than the last time i dropped by her place, somewhere in October. The sight of her lying in her bed and seemed to be in pain, makes my heart ached. During our conversation, she spoke to me in Hokkien and i replied in mandarin, i dunno if she understood wad i was talking abt, but for me, i dun really understand all of the stuff she was saying to me. i can only catch certain points. . . And, that was the last time i saw her. . .
On my way to her place this afternoon, sadness overcome all of the other emotions & my tiredness. . I just couldnt stop the tears from filling my eyes, and i dun like this kind of feeling-the heartache of losing someone you loved. I cant wait for Lucas to be back tml night, at least there is someone i can hold on to and cry my heart out.
I feel so tired now. . . Jus came back from the wake, i guess i need some rest before a long day begin tml.
what we could have been, 9:55 PM.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Jus changed my blog skin this afternoon. . . haven got time to edit the content at the right navigation bar. . . will do that at bukit panjang later. . .
Right after i decided the new blog skin, i had a mahjong session over at my place with Cat, Elsie & Kenny~ Yay~ finally won, no more at the paying sch fees stage ya. . . But they say becoz at my place that's why got the luck. hahaha~ then play at my place more often k. . . all of u are welcome, esp after school. . .
Right after i decided the new blog skin, i had a mahjong session over at my place with Cat, Elsie & Kenny~ Yay~ finally won, no more at the paying sch fees stage ya. . . But they say becoz at my place that's why got the luck. hahaha~ then play at my place more often k. . . all of u are welcome, esp after school. . .
The modern tale of Snow White & Prince Charming. . .
what we could have been, 9:05 PM.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Had my Law of investments & financial market lectures whole of last week. . . erm, the lecturer is abit . . . . . We had a hard time catching up with her. AND, i felt so lost/aimless after school, dunno where to go after school. Aiyoh, spent most of the time travelling around during the week. Wad to do~ since my school is located at such a ulu ulu place.
I saw this hairstyle in a magazine while lucas was getting his haircut, so nice~ wanted to get this perm:
Went to Vivocity with Lucas after his haircut. . . i showed him the bear that i was talking about the other day @ the DIY bear store at level 2
I saw this hairstyle in a magazine while lucas was getting his haircut, so nice~ wanted to get this perm:
Went to Vivocity with Lucas after his haircut. . . i showed him the bear that i was talking about the other day @ the DIY bear store at level 2
BomBom is turning two yrs old soon!!~~ on 11th Feb ya~ I'm planning a celebration for her with the rest of the ladies' doggies.
what we could have been, 6:42 PM.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
I hate it when i feel empty or emotional. . . ultimately, i'll become grouchy.
Grouchy Remedy is of coz KTV & talking to the 3 (erm . .) pretties la. . . Talking to them about the bothering issues or insecurities that made me breathless, makes my heart will feel so much lighter. Maybe becoz they will relate it back to their past experiences or just simply lending me a listening ear & bitch with me about it after i finish my story. Haha, thanks ladies~
I went to KTV with Ting just now, yesh just the both of us, back to our old hangout place @ Loyang.
She mentioned last time after the sleepless nights rushing all the projects, individual journals deadlines back in poly days, we are still able to club throughout the night after the final project submission. Actually i cant remember about the clubbing part, but I still can recall how the projects drained us out. . . After the mid sem tests, we pratically "live" in the computer lab. We sit in front of the PC in the lab whole day, then went home to continue on the individual portion. The lab will become a war site during the week of project submission as everyone (mostly the marketing students) is trying to do last min compilation, printing of reports and Appendices.
How i missed those days~
Ting sang a song by Xiu Jie Er just now, the song is sad. . . Here is how the lyrics goes:
Will post up this song in my blog later this week.
Gotta sleep soon, long day ahead tml. . . Having lecture tml morning. . . . Yawn~
Grouchy Remedy is of coz KTV & talking to the 3 (erm . .) pretties la. . . Talking to them about the bothering issues or insecurities that made me breathless, makes my heart will feel so much lighter. Maybe becoz they will relate it back to their past experiences or just simply lending me a listening ear & bitch with me about it after i finish my story. Haha, thanks ladies~
I went to KTV with Ting just now, yesh just the both of us, back to our old hangout place @ Loyang.
She mentioned last time after the sleepless nights rushing all the projects, individual journals deadlines back in poly days, we are still able to club throughout the night after the final project submission. Actually i cant remember about the clubbing part, but I still can recall how the projects drained us out. . . After the mid sem tests, we pratically "live" in the computer lab. We sit in front of the PC in the lab whole day, then went home to continue on the individual portion. The lab will become a war site during the week of project submission as everyone (mostly the marketing students) is trying to do last min compilation, printing of reports and Appendices.
How i missed those days~
Ting sang a song by Xiu Jie Er just now, the song is sad. . . Here is how the lyrics goes:
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你遥远的梦
就算是变化挖空我 至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多 使她拥有我该得到的温柔
Will post up this song in my blog later this week.
Gotta sleep soon, long day ahead tml. . . Having lecture tml morning. . . . Yawn~
what we could have been, 1:49 AM.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR. . . an overdue post since 01.01.07. . .
i have ended my work at BenQ, back to student life in SIM now. So happy to resume back to student life~ i'll work hard for my grades, and my future~ During my last day of work, someone emailed me tis:
" Lesson in Life: Either you study hard or find yrself a rich guy. . ." ya right, i choose the first one. hahaha~
When i go through the rest of the farewell emails, some of the wishes are so genuine that it touches my heart. :) i'll miss the people working with me, not too much on the job scope ya~ hahhaaa...
Cheers to a brand new year~
HAPPY NEW YEAR. . . an overdue post since 01.01.07. . .
i have ended my work at BenQ, back to student life in SIM now. So happy to resume back to student life~ i'll work hard for my grades, and my future~ During my last day of work, someone emailed me tis:
" Lesson in Life: Either you study hard or find yrself a rich guy. . ." ya right, i choose the first one. hahaha~
When i go through the rest of the farewell emails, some of the wishes are so genuine that it touches my heart. :) i'll miss the people working with me, not too much on the job scope ya~ hahhaaa...
Cheers to a brand new year~
what we could have been, 1:15 AM.
